The Believer
BREW Poetry Award Nominee - Open Category / by The Contributing Writer / 3903 views
- Listing ID: 36456
- Poetry Author's Name: Chris B.
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Poem:
I wish I could be more like her
she is such a big believer
When I am busy punching walls
she paints bright pictures in the halls
It’s not that I don’t have those dreams
where he runs and talks back and screams
Hell I wish he’d yell and fight back
but I’ll take even one “Hi” back
I wish I could be in the clouds
away from the paperwork mounds
Maybe if I stack them and climb
I just might be given a sign
Heaven if I pray for renewal
can you fast track insurance approvals?
I wish I could be like the rocks
I just can’t afford to crumble
We carefully put on his socks
lift and the pain keeps us humble
Don’t worry it’s all good right?
I’ll tell myself that again tonight
I wish I could break this cycle
and suddenly I see his smile
He laughs and claps and sings and reminds me
the angels are rallying behind me
I should know because when I see her
I see so much more than The Believer
The next time I want to punch the walls
I’ll stop and join her in the halls
We’ll paint and dance and I’ll see the light
that two angels lift me up tonight - Poet's Bio: Born and raised in Long Island, NY, Chris B. is a dedicated husband and father/caregiver to his son Brayden. His writing style is a combination of free verse and formal—Shakespearean with a twist. Chris prefers to say more with less and let his raw emotion, rooted in personal reflection, do the talking. In his free time, Chris enjoys listening to music, pickleball, and beach volleyball. This one’s for Bray Bray…
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Honest, brave and thought provoking. Simple and personal but also weighty and deep.
Straight from the heart. It felt like i was right there with you. It’s obvious to the reader that you both make an amazing team and that you’re doing God’s work. Thank you for your honest and genuine emotions.
Love it, my friend! Always enjoy your stuff. Never forget what a great dad you are.
The Believer: What an incredible and inspiring poem! Great job, author Chris B.
Beautiful!